Follow love and it will flee

Moved

2010-05-08T13:42:00.001+08:00

I've moved. Find me if you can :)

You complete me

2010-04-16T15:13:00.005+08:00

Dear Muhd Haziq bin Mohd Afiz, this is specially for you.

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through, then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key. Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, you comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me. But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change. Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share. To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live. You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give. My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away, but you came into my life and showed me a better day. I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul, the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control. Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met, but all I know is the days with you I never will forget. Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true, but from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you. Happy first in advance baby ♥ I love you, and I'll always will *wrap you around my arms and kiss you*

From your love.

Reach The Musical

2010-04-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

My happy pills. The night was simply great ♥

Busy bee

2010-04-05T16:23:00.002+08:00

I'll be back. Currently busy, stay tune babies ♥

Like a rose

2010-04-02T13:22:00.003+08:00

How blessed I am that you are in my life, how honoured I am to be a part of yours. Not a day goes by when I do not think of you. You make everything alright. To you I do not have to prove myself. You know that I love you. Memories made and shared with you the one I love. I love you, my lover ♥
Till the end of time, baby.

Sweethearts

2010-04-01T21:24:00.004+08:00

I sneezed a lot today. In between lesson, before, after and during the breaks. It's pretty annoying to be sneezing non-stop while having a conversation with your friends. I bet they get irritated by it just now. Sorry friends. But the weird thing is, my flu stopped when I'm with boyfriend but it will start again when I'm apart from him. Weird isn't? Hmm, slacked with Boyfriend and friends just now. They're sucha sweethearts to come down all the way to Bukit Panjang. I searched for food when I'm home. Thank god that Ibu cooked my favourite curry chicken. Yuuuuummmeh ^^
" Happily ever after "

One in a zillion

2010-03-30T20:22:00.004+08:00

Saya sedang sibuk sekarang. Harap anda faham. Gua sekolah ah babe takde mase nak update blog everyday. Maaf yer :B

Firstly first, greetings to all *smiling widely* Tomorrow's already Wednesday. Fast much huh? School is still the same without nothing entralling. I have no feeling to study nowadays. Simply because, I tend to fall asleep in between the lessons but hey, I didn't okay. Mid-year is already in 5 weeks time. Not much time left but still, gonna mug and mug before Mid-year arrive. On a side note, breakfast with Bit tomorrow is cancelled. Sodeh nye. Baru nak feeling-feeling makan Mac pagi-pagi bute. Okay nevermind. Next week okay, Bit. I'm running out of time now. I'm waiting for boyfriend and seriously, I need to have my beauty sleep like right now. Okay kidding, hehe.
I'm off and won't be updating much. Like I've said, I'm quite busy for the time being. Just stay tune babies. Muuuaaacccks to all.

" My heart belongs to you, baby "

With you

2010-03-20T20:55:00.003+08:00

I don't want phenomenal love confessions and expensive gifts and romantic moonlight walks and songs you wrote just for me and calls to tell you love me. I simply want you and now I've got you. Something about you is so addictive, darl. I love you more from this moment. Let's show each other and everyone else how love can be. I love you my dear lover. *wrap you around my arms*

Muhd Haziq bin Mohd Afiz ♥

Cinta Izora

2010-03-20T13:36:00.001+08:00

All time favourite show <333

Sabrina Satli

2010-03-18T17:44:00.003+08:00

Basically, up there is my cousin. She's the one I always do things together. Although we've fought, still, one of us will make the effort to make the move to talk to one another. We've always been together. She's the best of this I have no doubt. She's the one to hear of my joys. I love you more than I have words, cousin. Xoxo.

Pull me up

2010-03-17T13:30:00.006+08:00

Frequently, I felt happy because having you all the time. *smiling widely* I just can't wait for school reopen although I've not complete my homeworks yet. They're still clean and fresh. Okay I'm here as usual to update my ugly, fugly, dusty blog. I'm extremely mundane right now. So, I spent my entire day using the PC; updating my Twitter and Facebook. Should I start on my holiday assignments? Should I or should I not? Oh my, 4 more days left. Right now, I have to start doing my homeworks. Focus Hudah focus. Okay, I'm off and bye. Good afternooon everybody and have nice day ahead!

p.s: it's you, no one else, H.

Chalet'09

2010-03-15T20:52:00.007+08:00

I miss my family. *muke sedih*

No other one

2010-03-13T13:15:00.001+08:00

Dear H, I need you to know I miss you. I miss you so bad.

Last day

2010-03-12T15:34:00.004+08:00

Goodbye school! I am enjoying myself outside but still, study takes place. Freedom I have now. No more hard time to wake up in the morning, no more lecturing, no more homework. Happy happy. Just wait for school to reopen, dream on Hudah. You gonna start schooling back. Initially, I have no idea of what to do during the weekends. I'm gonna plan something with the girls perhaps. Besides that, I don't even have the urge to touch of any of my homework but as promise, I'm gonna complete it before school reopen. I don't want to flunk any paper any paper for Mid-year but the fact is I'm plain lazy. Okay not. *grins* As you can see the picture above, that's my results for Term 1. I've did well for Math but initially, not the other subjects. But hey, I'm gonna study harder alright. *smiling widely* Oh yes, I've been seeing H in school for a couple of times today and we get to talk awhile before we went for our separate ways. I likey. I'm gonna miss H a lot-lot. *muke sedih* Okay, any good movies to recommend anyone? I'm bored and I've not yet taken my lunch. So hungreeeeeh.

I'm here, still

2010-03-11T21:22:00.004+08:00

My day was spent just like yesterday routine. I can't stop myself from sleeping right after school when I reached home. This time round, I woke up early because of the calls that I've been receiving from Granny. It's so sad to hear that Granny fell yesterday night. I don't know what happened actually but yes, I'm gonna visit her tomorrow and sleep over her house. I've been feeling fatigue nowadays plus my throat is killing me. Been coughing like hell. Not only that, I get hungry easily nowadays. Asyik-asyik lapar. Okay, tomorrow's the last day of school. Last day of seeing you in school, H. *muke sedih*

That's me

2010-03-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

I love Twitter! My second boyfriend <3

The way you are

2010-03-09T15:35:00.002+08:00

Actually, I don't even know what to blog about. I'm just suffered from the boredness that is consuming me. I'm feeling so fatigue right now. I'm friggin' tired of waking up early and went to school everyday. That's my everyday routine anyway. Luckily the March holidays is in 3 days time. Holiday is just around the corner and I can't wait for it. *lompat tinggi-tinggi* As what I thought yesterday, it's going to rain today. And my thought was totally wrong. TET for that. The weather is so hot. Rain please rain. School's gonna be as usual tomorrow. Sick as it is. Okay, the bed is calling me. I'm gonna take my nap first to kill my boredom. I wanna go sleep now. Love from me.

" I love the way you look at me while waving and smile "

March babies

2010-03-07T19:51:00.006+08:00

Happy 19th birthday, cousin! I wish for you to have people to love, people in your life who will care about you as much as I do. I wish for you to have beautiful experiences each new day as you follow your dreams. May all your dreams come true.

Happy birthday to the best ayah I ever had! A father that I love and respect, a father who fulfills all his duties, to teach, to guide and to protect. How grateful I am that you are my father. With all that's going on in the world today, I'm thankful to get to watch you, to look up to you, being an example of a good man and father. So ayah, happy birthday; may there be many more, so we can enjoy every single seconds together as a family. Sayaaaaang ayah!

Logan Lerman

2010-03-07T12:35:00.001+08:00

Logan Lerman!
♥♥♥

Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief

2010-03-07T11:53:00.002+08:00

What should I say about this movie?

Well, frankly speaking, it's a great movie after all. I wanted to watch Dear John with girlfriend yesterday but end up, we watched Percy Jackson instead. Carry on, there's a little bit eff before the show begun. It's so unexpected. I just can't stop laughing and I can't even forget the experience of watching the movie. So hilarious. I like how the movie goes. Fucking awesome. Okay, I've got no appetite to eat at home. I'm gonna be kuruuuuus. *laugh out loud* Besides that, I've uploaded a video of Percy Jackson. Do watch, people. *thumbs up*

Say you like me

2010-03-04T16:15:00.002+08:00

One smile from you gives me thousands of butterflies in my stomach.

Dear John

2010-03-04T16:01:00.004+08:00

I'm so gonna catch it by this Saturday. Can't wait, can't wait! *lompat tinggi-tinggi*

Daniel Inoue

2010-03-04T15:37:00.002+08:00

Dear cousin, while you are away for your National Service tomorrow, do take care of yourself. That is the most important thing that you can do for yourself. Be in your best and at the top of the list is your health. I hope to see you and running and back again. It's not the same without you everytime you're not there when I'm with the cousins. Take care of yourself, be healthy. Selamat pergi, selamat balik kay sedare. Sayang-sayang selalu! *senyum lebar-lebar*

The star

2010-03-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

Firstly first, happy 16th advance birthday to Luq. Wish you success in everything you do. Enjoy yourself, birthday boy. I noticed that I've been very hyper with school stuffs. Haha, isn't that fantastic? *eyebrows up and down* School was totally fine nowadays. Initially I was in a good mood when I saw him in school. Okay shhh. My biggest secret. And oh, today weather is so horrendous. I hope and wish tomorrow weather will not be so intolerable. Well bloggers, I'm out of words. Goodnight!

" I wish I could see you tomorrow again even just for a second "

Crazy thing

2010-03-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

Looking you through the glass window is the cutest thing ever.

Two-faced bitch

2010-03-01T21:52:00.004+08:00

Before you start reading anything here, I am so gonna tell you that this post is so fcukingly gonna be like a dimwit post. I don't know why, but I think I need to be bad for a moment here. I hate the fact that people like you talked behind someone's back when you're just acting like you're so good in front of them. I know you very well, bitch. And the fact that you love calling yourself a bitch and maybe that's what you felt you are till now. Don't make yourself look cheap alright bitch. Fcuk you. I am so fcukingly frustrated with you. Yes you, bitch! Please, stop all your nonsense. Alright, I'm done. I just wanna make things sweet and simple for you. Oh yes bitch, I've been live life happily. And have you? Oh I guess you've been happily bitching around. Oppps.

" kau dengan dia, same ajer. takde lain nye pun "

Happy kid

2010-03-01T21:03:00.002+08:00

Greetings to all.

Class start as per normal and I came school with girlfriend. Today was pretty good. On a Monday morning, I am so in a hyper-active mood. My moody went well today. On very happy note, I've received my Math, Literature and English results. Alhamdulillah, I passed. On a side note, I had my lunch at Fajar with my dearest girlfriend, Bit! We then proceed to the nearest block and played cards and exchanging stories. Bit is very talkative today. I love the way we talk craps, laugh continuously without stopping. I shall meet you soon okay bit? *senyum lebar-lebar* In another words, assembly was average. Supporting our friends and teachers performing. Ending part was totally sickening. It were dismissed according to the well-behaved class to the disruptive ones. Reached home, bathe and dinner had already served but sadly, I was still fulled and didn't take my dinner. *grins*

Titanic

2010-02-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

Jack: Never let go.

Rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack.

Over the hill at Twenty-three

2010-02-26T23:36:00.004+08:00

Before the clock strikes 12, let me take the opportunity to let you know that you have grown a year older. May life lead you to great happiness and hope that all your wishes come true. Have a great day ahead and happy 23th once again. See you tomorrow, Kak Awin!
♥♥♥

TGIF

2010-02-26T18:40:00.002+08:00

Today was great. What more do you guys expect?

Well, I'm very happy. Today's was awesomely good. Apparently, it's the end of Common Test. Thank god time flies so fast. I've received my Math results and still waiting for the other results. Wish me lucks. On the side note, thank god it's Friday which I can rest and take a breather after being a nerd in school studying non-stop. Flu is getting on my nerves. I hate when I'm having flu and my throat hurts. *ouch* Oh gosh, I am feeling sleepy now. I wanna take a breather. Have a nice day ahead, people!

Who wanna accompany me watch My name is Khan?!?!

My goodness

2010-02-22T15:52:00.003+08:00

Alright, many apologies for not updating. School is still the same without nothing enthralling. I have enhanced Common Test 1 today and class ends at 0145 pm. Tomorrow gonna be the same routine as it is. English paper is an average paper I must say but FNN paper . . . err, no comment. I'm sure I'm gonna flunk the paper.Besides that, classmates shared answer with one another and took the advantage cause the invigilator is damn sengkek. I'm looking forward for the next few papers. God Bless me. Well, anyway, get this straight to the point that I am not showing my jealousy. I don't give a shit on it. You're just piece of meat and not even my cup of tea. Goddamn person. I feel like shit on you. *giggles* Mengumpat jer tahu, mati tanak! Haiyaya.*senyum lebar-lebar*

When birthday rolls around

2010-02-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

It’s your birthday time again. Another year has come and gone. So for you, the birthday person, here’s what I want to say: I hope this birthday’s the best one yet, in every delightful way. So happy birthday to you. Have lots of fun during your birthday! May your birthday wishes all come true, even if you have a ton. So you are finally sixteen. Happy birthday on the big One-Six. See ya tomorrow birthday girl, xoxo!

You suck bodoh

2010-02-16T19:48:00.004+08:00

I'm back for another post. It's already a habit to me. I like to update my blog every minute. Yeap, since I'm bored and being all alone at home, I better update this blog of mine. I'm not going to tell what happened around me these days. What I know, I just keep it to myself. If you been reading this, that's good. Seriously, I have nothing to say other than goodbye to you who used to be with me every night but this time, no more calls from you and stuff that you've given to me. Take good care of yourself. Don't bother to find me again. I'm glad that I've known you but it'll be more better if I didn't met you. I wanna thanks for everything. Everything that you've shower me with. Thank you and I'm leaving *crying*

If you want to know, I've been thinking about the same thing over and over again nowadays. Remember how we used to be? The times when you were there for me, stood by me every step, and the times when I stood by you, when you needed help. All things they must come to an end. It's totally different now. You and I are far away. Not being together every night. Strange as it seems. You know I've been all alone all this while without you by my side. I head the advise from my favourite boys yesterday. I think it's time for me to change. I don't wanna be like this, no more please. Take good care everyone. Get through me by calling me or text. I'll be there to answer. Goodnight.

" Love? I don't need those thing. "

Favourite boys

2010-02-16T19:17:00.002+08:00

Pictures as promised. Psst, sayang korang bodoh ♥♥♥

Well, you know me?

2010-02-16T13:58:00.003+08:00

Pictures can't be upload yet. I promise to upload the pictures on the next post.

Started to feel that tomorrow is still holidays. It's time to open the book. My daily routine in school. I was thoroughly lazy to update yesterday. So, Common Test is coming pretty soon and whats more, it's less than 1 week. It's time to mugging for the last time and stop enjoying. Don't talk much here okay Hudah. *talk to myself* Let's see. Firstly, I'm happy and excited because school's resume tomorrow and I know everyone will get bored, for sure. I just can't wait to move my ass away from school. Why everyone hate school so much? I wonder why. The next post will be on pictures alright. I'm off.

Meet my new friend, xoxo

Bitter

2010-02-15T12:05:00.003+08:00

I quit, I give up, nothing's good enough for anybody else, it seems. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway. Be strong Hudah and I know I can.

" It hurts me so deep. Just want the pain to go away. "

Love horoscope

2010-02-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day, Gemini! This will be a time of endings and new beginnings, but do not let the calendar day get in the way of this for you today. You may find that whether you are single or attached, a relationship may end or a temporary time out may occur in a relationship today. This is a time to let go of something or someone you once cherished but which no longer has a positive purpose in your life. Conflicts between duty and pleasure, or between the mundane and a yearning for love and emotional satisfaction are likely now. You will, through self reflection, realize what is truly important in life to you right now, and this where you will make the necessary changes for new beginnings. It is a day of moving forward, and not of looking back.

Ass shit

2010-02-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did. Why is it easy to fall in love and yet so hard to be loved back? Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not? Why do I have to fall if it's you I can't have? Why is there a you in me but never a me in you? Take note: You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone.

“ One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter. ”

Hip hip hooray

2010-02-14T13:45:00.001+08:00

I'm meeting my wabbit in few minutes time. Big yay! I'm so looking forward to it. *smiling*

Heartless creature

2010-02-14T11:23:00.003+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU. The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her".

Now thanks to you. I'm scared to fall in love again. First of all, you broke my heart when I expected you to be the last one to do it. And now I'm left with my heart broken and in pieces and you don't even bother to notice. It's sad because all along I thought you knew me better than everyone else, but now I am starting to wonder if you even knew me at all.

Only god knows

2010-02-13T23:20:00.004+08:00

There's a problem which actually I have no intention to blog about but perhaps I must. Sometimes I may think that I am too irritating for you but I know you'll love it and tolerate with my nonsensical. You told me initially that you dislike somebody. I knew that this kind of thing will happen. I take your words before it, and now I figure out that it's just a false hope. I'm not hoping anything from you now. It's such a pleasure and a joy to have someone like you in my life. You always care, you're always there, you say the right things, too! You make me smile when I am low. You're just a pure delight but now, no more. So tell me, do you want to love someone who's not loving you? Okay, I'll pray it heals. I am so lonely today. Thank you to those who listen to me and for being there to make my day and make my mood gone away. Not forgetting my dearest sister too. Night babies, xoxo.

" I wish I could rip out a page of my memory "

Back off

2010-02-13T18:58:00.005+08:00

Hai readers. I'm Hidah and am here to update Hudah's blog for her. She's currently at granny's house and will only be back on Tuesday. I'm here to blog about a guy which both of us have ever fell for him. I ain't gonna state his name because I don't want him to feel offended. Before all of these happen, I was already over him. I was surprised to know that my sister cried early in the morning about this guy. So, I called her up and get to know what really happened. It was something unbelievable and to be honest, I was pissed since it has already happened to me and sister back in time. It's like dejavu all over again. Probably he's just too heartless to leave my sister and off with another girl which is VERY close to us two. I mean, what's his motive to treat us like this? We're so not dolls which he can go around to play with. I never seen my sister hurt this way, ever. And, I guess he's better off without my sister. After which, me and sister made fun of some stuffs which made us laugh like there's no tomorrow. Kalau dah keparat, tetap keparat. Hidop mati keparat punya! Takmu terasa okay y'all. Hehe.

So long!

You you you

2010-02-11T16:57:00.003+08:00

Hey, I'm here again. I am back but only for a quick update. Aww man, I really have no time for everything and tried my very best to squeeze myself through the time. Life's kinda good right now. Anyway, half of the class were supposed to go for DC for 2 hours and suprisingly, only me and Aidilla turned up. Man, it was a total bore in DC class just now. Was told to copy a few pages of Reader Digest's book and yeap, was released a little earlier just now. Saw Mus outside DC classroom with Adam. What the hell, they went for their lunch instead of going for DC. So decided to go off with Aidilla while the other stayed there. I had a good and tiring day. Okay, I wanna rest. Have a great day, great time with great people.

Peace.

Madness

2010-02-10T16:05:00.005+08:00

Greetings people.

I am feeling kinda lethargic right now. Perhaps because of school and it's my daily routine. Well, today wasn't as sleepy. I love every lessons and because of my dear classmates too. They were so hilarious. Besides that, my phone wasn't ringing for the past few hours. One word, lonely. How sad, and you can see here that I really miss N right now. *winkwink* Luckily there were my classmates to make me smile, laugh. Yes, thank you classmates :D I am very busy this month as Common Test is coming real soon. Faster, please. I need free time for myself and others too and do what I've intended to. Yeap, I wanna rest now. Lethargic and just that I think sleeping gives me a peace of mind. Update again soon lovelies, muuuaaah! :D

Mundane

2010-02-08T16:24:00.003+08:00

Personally my life is great so far. Alhamdulillah. Oh yes, Monday is mundane. Let me tell you that I apparently woke up late today. Late by 5 minutes and it still counts okay. How do you expect me to wake up on time when I'm worn out, still? I suddenly felt sick in school today. I'm down with flu and sore throat. But somehow, my classmates are those who always make me felt happy. I love seeing their smile, hyper moment, jokes, laughter and all. I love my classmates. *grins* And I have to tell the fact that these days the wheather is so bad. I just cant bear the heat. Now, I gotta do my self-revision. So short and I'm off for now.

Go Ruby go!

2010-02-05T12:34:00.003+08:00

My first time saying that, Cross Country'10 was totally awesome! Everything went smoothly just now and my girls and I were feeling so good. Despite having cramps and tummy-ache, I was way too eager to run. Thanks for everything, girls. Am not gonna elaborate the past few days. I'm effing lazy to update and kinda busy nowadays. Not going to leave this blog dusty, still. I'm in love with Owl City's songs. And oh! Ruby's the champion! Rubyyyyy! (Y)

Tuts my barreh

2010-02-03T21:13:00.005+08:00

Watch this! Tremendously hilarious.

Dress up

2010-02-02T17:52:00.003+08:00

And this is what I'm up to now. Okay, I'm off. Wanna eat! ^^

One wish

2010-01-31T15:21:00.006+08:00

Greetings to all.

Alright, many apologies for not updating. I did on the computer but I'm just kinda lazy to update. Peace ^^ My god, my Sunday is so dull. Pockets is full of cash but stayed home instead of going out. All of my friends gone busy. What I did today was, staring on the computer and play games for the entire day. School's resuming tomorrow and I feel so lazy. As for tomorrow, I'm gonna have a study date with dear classmates. It's gonna be a tiring week for me. Common test will be in 2 weeks time. I'm gonna be mugging with my dear classmates for these few weeks before Common Test arrive. Besides that, I just wanna tell that I'm going to set myself busy. Will update once I'm not busy and thats a promise. Fatigued feeling strikes me. I have to go now. Have a good day ahead, goodbye! *wave hands*

" promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you "

Young bitch

2010-01-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

Firstly first, wanna wish my cousins, Hadi and Daniel a Happy Legal 18th Birthday. Wish you guys enjoy your live to the fullest. Still you don't forget me eh. Kinda miss you guys very very much. I wish you both had a wonderful day today with ya love ones. May god bless you, love you both. *huuugggs* Foooooh ( somone's favourite word :P )! What a day. I wanted to sleep once I reached home just now but I've got lots of assignments to be done and I slept halfway. After which, I finished up the remaining assignments. Well, many events coming ahead. I'm worn out. Ah, useless. Oh yes bitch, you got a really bad attitude. Sucha fucking nuisance. Sorry but no offence. Who the hell are you to toy with that guy's feeling? Ugh. Oh and, if you wanna talk back about me, even if it's good or bad, you may go ahead. I wouldn't mind if you really does that. I won't give you a damn, take note. See you tmr bitch! *smiling widely*

Short post. I am very tired now. Arms aching *ouch*

Mood swings

2010-01-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

I NEED MORE REST. I'M WORN OUT. UPDATE TOMORROW.

Hi bitch

2010-01-26T20:16:00.004+08:00

I'm back, as usual, update this blog of mine. School was great afterall. Like I've mentioned earlier, CA1 is drawing near and I can't wait for it. Let's get back on the track. I felt majorly crazy today, mind you. Today was great, really great. Lessons went smoothly and ended at 0130. Met with the girls after school and at 3, we went for our classes and met again after that. I've been mugging nowadays. Good girl you see. Not like that particular person *eheeeeem* :P Just wanna add up some words, thank you friends for being there for me and gave me the encouragement to do well in my studies. And not to forget, to Aidilla, Hariz, Anwar and Adyl, let's put our best in our studies. We gonna go through everything together right? You guys have been making me smile widely everyday. Love you, people. Okay I'm tired. I'm done now with not so eventful post. Takecare bloggers! Oh yes, ignore my previous post. Imma emo sucky bitch, not. *laughs*

Memories

2010-01-25T20:31:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing. Especially when I have to watch other people kissing. And I remember when you started calling me your miss's. All the play fighting, all the flirtatious disses. We'd be usually spent time together everyday. I repeat, EVERYDAY. Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things. Dreams of you and me. It's has been 8 months since I've hold on to you and hoping you to come back. I can't shake those memories. I wonder if you have the same dreams too. The littlest things that take me there. I know it sounds lame but it's so true. I know it's not right, but it seems unfair. The things are reminding me of you. Sometimes I wish we could just pretend. Even if only for one weekend. I'm sorry, I'm just lamenting out my feelings.
*huge sigh*

" these memories come back to life "

School's in

2010-01-25T16:13:00.004+08:00

I'm home! I reached home around 0250. Early huh? I know :P I noticed, as time pass by, school is now becoming more boring than before. My eyes is so sick to look at the whiteboard everyday. School starts as per normal. I woke up eagerly to go to school. I am so much happy today. Because of the people around me who are so noisy and funny. Break time is the best. Spent time with my girls and it was splendid although it's only half an hour. And yes! Gonna say hello soon to CA1! Study, study! -.- I guess I shall start revising now. Oh gosh, I'm feeling sleepy now. I wanna take a breather. Post some other time. Have a nice day ahead, people!

" crazier crazier crazierrr "

Blogger having PMS

2010-01-24T17:02:00.002+08:00

My god, my Sunday is so dull. First of all, I'm bored. Seriously I have nothing to do when school's not around. To kill my boredom, I'll just update my blog. It's so hot outside and I'm hungry now. I wanna eat but kinda lazy to find food in the kicthen. School's resuming tomorrow and I feel lazy already to go to school. Additionally, it's so hot these days. I wanna go eat now. Love from me. *huuugggs and kisssesss*

Dearest cousin

2010-01-23T23:56:00.007+08:00

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Greetings to all. Wonderfool today. I love today. I spent my day with my dearest cousin, Sabrina. I am so happy with her around. She is who I can confide to and she is a person whom will not spread my secrets ( don't kembang, please :P ). Back on the track, we slacked and thought what to do to kill our boredom. So we had an idea, we snapped and snapped. What a day. I'm lazy to elaborate everything. Just wanna thanks my dearest cousin for the day. Love'ya! Till here then, goodnight babies.

Do bee do bee do, where are you?

2010-01-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

Pictures are randomly taken. Okay, so I'm done now and I can get my blog updates by now. I spent my days with my girls cause we just miss hanging out together. We never fail to have our belly laugh and it sound kinda scary. Haha. I'm jolly happy today. Probably because i had a fun time with the girls. I've been listening a song by T-Five. I am so in love with it. So sedap that I could eat it. Don't cha think so? Hehe. Please entertain me. I'm bored and boring. I will do a proper post when I'm free and I'm totally had fun with my girls today. Do bee do bee do! Don't worry, I'll update. So it's all about today.

Sleeping beauty

2010-01-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

True enough. *laughs*

Sing me a lullaby

2010-01-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

Actually, I don't even know what to blog about. I'm just suffered from the boredness thats consuming me. My day was spent just like yesterday routine. It was so fun to be with my girls, catch things up and stuffs. I just miss those moments with my girls. Love you girls, forever. *smiling widely* I've been delaying my time to sleep for these few days and went back home from school feeling fatigued. Homeworks, tests are ahead me. I've yet to do revision for tomorrow's test. Shit. I'm bored and I've not yet touch my English homework. I don't want to flunk but the fact is, I'm just plain lazy. But hey, the date due isn't tomorrow so why am I talking about it? *laughs* I want holidaaaaays, please. Okay random. I'm going to put myself in bed soon, real soon. Goodnight, xoxo.

" truth hurts, lies worst "

Oh pimples

2010-01-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

School was pretty much interesting now. I was sleepy the whole day but my girls were the one who never fail to make me feel so hyper. Went home with the sleepy eyes and fat cheeks. When I tried to reflect my image, I looked so pale like a whale. Haha, okay just shut up. It's already night and my nonsense appear so early. Not to forget, I'm gonna set myself busy soon. Okay so babies, pardon me for the lack of updates. But, I promise I will update once I'm not busy alright. I'm off now and goodnight everyone. Rest in peace. *pathetic face*

" bring me flowers, mister "

Long break, please?

2010-01-19T17:41:00.007+08:00

Hi, I'm back after 1 day of not updating my blog. Let me do a quick update since I have the free time now. Let me share or reminisce back about what I did today, only. First of all, I was kinda excited for school today but instead, it was a boring day. School was enthralling much despite the tiring moments, lack of sleep. I can barely doze off and appear somewhere in my dreams. Homeworks after homeworks ahead me. I've got English Paper 2 and Malay Paper 2 and few questions on Math for today's homework. Stress enough. I've just completed those homeworks and did a lil'bit of self-revision just now. Was in a mood when studying. Eventually, my mood turns the opposite ways when taking exam. I'm sooo sleepy, tired, moody today. I need some rest now. Horribly tired. Deaaaaad.

Again and again

2010-01-17T20:47:00.007+08:00

Here it goes again. School oh school, it sucks big time.

Another bite

2010-01-16T17:14:00.007+08:00

What should I say about Flag Day'09?

Frankly speaking, it's super relaxing and sleepy. I'm always sleepy. So blame for not having good sleep nowadays. Carry on, my date with Syai were cancelled due to my Flag Day. Meet you soon, okay girlfriend? I feel like sleeping with my aunt now cause it seems so shiok. And she sleeps so peaceful. Why can't I get back to sleep? Hmm, maybe it's because I've spent these few hours watching Hindi movies. *laughs* Nevermind, I'll try to sleep later, again. I shall end here, going to Granny's house. Got to go. I will update soon. *hhhuuugggsss*

Finally

2010-01-16T07:31:00.007+08:00

Eh hi everyone. It's already Saturday people. Don't you think time flies so fast? Today marked the 16th and hell yeah, it's my flag day. And guess where am I now? Haha, I'm still at home. I should have gone to school by now but nevermind. Let's make myself a lil'bit late. Hehe, alright, I'm off. I'll update once I've reach home.

Untitled

2010-01-15T18:50:00.002+08:00

I'm hungry, I'm penniless, I'm restless. Anyway, I rot at home today and keep on searching for nice junks food. If you want to know, I'm currently waiting for tomorrow which is Flag Day. I want Flag Day to end as soon as possible. I hate Flag Day, very very much. Eh you all, come to school tomorrow lah bachen. Even if you're late, just drag your butts to school. See like me, even I'm late I came you know! Hehe, okay enough. On a side note, I barely don't know why, out of sudden, I'm addicted with Lady Gaga's song which is Speechless. You guys should listen to the song. It's so so nice. I hope she will become more successful. She deserves to. Yada yada, I'm off. Nights everybody!

I am so resssssssssstlesssssssss sssssssssssia.

Much misses

2010-01-15T18:11:00.005+08:00

3N3'09, I miss you guys effing much.

*sad face*

I love you, Sister

2010-01-15T17:33:00.007+08:00

I appreciate having a sister like you. You fill up that empty space in my heart. When we fight I forgive you straight away because I worry that I might lose you that day unexpectedly and not get to say "I'm sorry, and I love you". You know me better than I know myself. I promise you now that nothing can part us, even if boys are in our lives. Nobody will know the relationship we have. Not even N.A can love you more. *sticks tongue out* And even though you are a pain in the backside, remember I am still loving you everyday, Sister. I don't know why I have the urge to update about this sister of mine. I know I'm being sucha sweetheart today but I guess she deserves this. Must thank me hor, Sister. Love'ya!
♥♥♥

Bongy fat girl

2010-01-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon my daily readers!

I am so dissappointed last night that I went to sleep without telling him. Aww shit, I'm sorry. Sorry, really sorry. You know who you are. Huge apologizes. I'm bored. I feel much better now. Being sick is sickening, very. I'm fucking bored I tell you. I'm still wondering wheather I'm meeting lil' sister at BPP later on. Give me a message or call, will you? Oh yes, I'm getting fatter. Tell me how to lose weight? Don't tell me I have to cut down on my foods. You know, I can't live without food. Oh kidding, hehe. And to all of you who read this, have a good weekend while I'll be having my Flag Day tommorow. Okay, I'm going to have my shower now.

Ponteng day

2010-01-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

I don't know why suddenly I have the urge to blog like again and again. But since I have free time now at home, let me do a quick update. Someone is sucha nuisance. If not because of you, the family won't be like this. Fuck fuck fuck. Okay enough. On a side note, I went to the nearest clinic alone just now and I got 2 days MC. So yeah, school will be resume on Monday. See you guys on Monday! I need more rest. I'm worn out. So short and after, goodnight creature.

Imma dreamer

2010-01-14T16:38:00.004+08:00

I've learned a lot. I've learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned it, or the way you think they should. And I've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I've learned that some broken things stay broken, and I've learned that anyone can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love us. Somewhere out there, I'm waiting to hear from you.

xoxo

Sweet 16

2010-01-14T12:34:00.007+08:00

Basically, this friend of mine is officially sixteen. May this year be your best ever year. I hope all your birthday dreams and wishes come true. Not just a year older, but a year better. Here's to another experience. A happy 16th birthday to a wonderful and terrific marvelous you. Study hard for your O's alright, love'ya wabbit!
♥♥♥

Buzzzzz

2010-01-14T11:44:00.010+08:00

Hi hi! *smile widely*

It's been a long time I step in blogger. Simply because, I'm lazy to update this blog of mine. I'm kinda lazy these days. My daily routine is to go school. School had been good to me. I love school, not. Talking about school, I've give a missed to school today. I'm sick and it's so sickening. My body started to aching everywhere. Headache! Hais, inilah orang yang berpenyakit. I'll be going to the nearest clinic alone, I guess. Okay cukup, I'm off. Dozing off soon, again. Have a good day ahead, everyone!

" to love and to be loved, is to feel the sun from both sides "

Night madness

2010-01-12T19:53:00.004+08:00

Goodnight, xoxo.

Quick quick

2010-01-11T18:05:00.007+08:00

Hey hey, I'm back. Finding me? Hehe, okay kidding. I miss my babes, Nazirah and Amira. I'm missing them like !@#$%^&* can? Besides that, I did not know what I was doing. My mind was all mixed and befuddled. Looking back, I feel wrong. I am all twisted and knotted. Something has been lost. I did not know what is going on. Wondering, is this my fault or their fault? I am burning. I do not know what to do. *huge sigh*

" people say they're okay but the truth is they're not "

Reality

2010-01-07T20:23:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I feel like giving up. I would like to cry for today if I have the opportunity. Simply because, I am having a hard time right now. I'm gonna be away for awhile. Sorry, I'm not in the mood.

" everything will be okay in the end "

Back to school

2010-01-04T21:26:00.010+08:00

I felt awkward this morning. I'm scared to face the new environment but yeah, it went smoothly this morning. Please god, answer my prayer. Give me the full strength to go all of these hardships. I'm in a complicated situation when it comes to school. I don't feel what I'm feel right now. It seems so wrong. I have no idea why I came up to talk about this. Just wish me all the best in future. But yeah, so far so good. Alhamdulillah. Apart from that, thanks of adequate, big thanks to Adyl, Hariz, Anwar and others for being my companionship. I need to have my sleep right after I've finish everything. Goodnight everyone!

I will rock 2010

2010-01-03T17:34:00.008+08:00

31st December 2009, I would like to thank to all the people for the bitter and sweet moments. I won't forget the times we had in 2009. 2009 was a great year, indeed. Despite those complicated moments, still it has reach to the last day of the year 2009. A year with full of ups and downs sorrow and happiness. I would like to thank Rizal's clans for the celebration on the New Year Eve. Meet you guys, soon. Happy New Year, lovelies!

Happy 16th birthday Riyadh Al-Solihin!